天上的星星在掌心/ The star from the sky to my palms

無需要描述這顆星是否發着光,也無需要知道它是大是小,重要的是,星星從天上落到我的手掌裹。我只要好好地感受它的實在,不再虛無飄渺,這已很足夠了。

這顆星,是我曾經的渴望,渴望能夠與別人流利地交談。像不知何時才能實現的夢想一樣,我只感受到我的期盼,以及,一種遙遙無期的感覺。但它已不在遙遠的夜空,它劃破了遙遙無期,從夢想化成現實。

我對答自如,我充滿喜悅地分享我的快樂,我投入地分享我的經歷。我沒有像平常一樣腦袋閉塞,沒有呆頭呆腦。我愉快而自然地交談着,像與一位要好的朋友聊天一樣。而我面對的是,英文試的考官。

我們談到我的職業,談到我曾經對繪畫缺乏自信,而後來又愉快地重新起步。我們談及聖誕、巴士、學車,我們有說有笑,氣氛愉快。我所收到的成績是AA (Pass with Distinction),無論是我考試時的表現,還是所獲得的成績,都是我不曾想像過的。

天上的星星,就這樣忽然走進我的掌心裹。

面對考官的時候,我一點兒緊張也沒有,心情輕鬆得很。也許這是我能對答自如的原因,而這個狀態的我,是我在這幾年間從不曾有過的。所以,也就是連我自己,都不知道原來我可以這樣與人傾談。

夢想成真了,星星在手裹了,它讓我明白,原來從來都不是我不能。當我能保持輕鬆的心情時,我是可以暢所欲言、談天說地。

星星,請你繼續在我的手裹,給我暖暖的光芒,好嗎?

There is no need to describe whether the star is shining or not, and there is no need to know whether it is big or small, but the important thing is that the star fell from the sky to my palms. I just need to feel it for a good time.

This star was my wish for longing to converse fluently with others. It was like a dream that I didn’t know when it would come true. For a period of time, I only felt my anticipation and distantness. But the star is now no longer in the night sky. It had cut through the distance, from a dream to a reality.

I was comfortable answering questions, I shared my joy with joy, and my experiences with devotion. I didn’t have a “shutdown mode” like I usually have. I talked happily and naturally as if I was talking to a good friend. That was the situation I was talking to an examiner for the English test.

We talked about my profession and my experience of lacking confidence and finally got back on my art path with pleasure. Moreover, we talked about Christmas, buses, and driving. The atmosphere was delightful. Luckily, the grade I received was AA (Pass with Distinction). Both my performance and the result are what I had never imagined.

The star in the sky suddenly flew into my palm.

When communicating with the examiner, I was very relaxed which I had never had in the past few years. Maybe that was the reason why I was so comfortable answering questions.

My dream came true, the star was in my hands. It made me understand that it was never that I couldn’t. If I can keep relaxed instead of nervous, I can talk freely and have good communication with others.

Mr Star, could you please continue to give me a warm glow?

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